New Beginning

30th Nov '10.

This is my first blog. I have been hearing people writing blogs, talking about that, controversies over the blogs and a lot more..have read few blogs which I like reading..like one of Amitabh Bachchans. Always wanted to write on many things but never tried blogging before.

I like reading Amitabh because I feel his life is very inspiring to I believe everyone...I had once read in a news paper about him and his thinking about life. He had mentioned that it is very difficult to accept things or happenings in life which you had not expected to happen..but then whatever happens is God's will and if we want the same thing we are happy and if not we are not. I don't remember the exact words but it was something like " Jo apni marzi ka nahi hota woh bhagwan ki marzi ka hota hai". And God would never will for something wrong, so accept it as it is and move on.

Its human tendency to believe something or someone who is established, successful and experienced. I am sure no one would get inspired with what I write and publish. Whenever you are going through bad times and if you watch someone who is going through worst and still positive inspires you to become more positive and accept what you already have and what you are suffering from because nothing is perfect. I am not writing this just for the sake but I have started believing this somewhere.

I am a patient of Multiple Sclerosis (MS). It was very difficult for me to accept the fact that it is incurable and that I have to stay with this the whole life. But then my condition is much better than a lot other patients who are suffering the same. There are very few Indians who have MS and I am one of them. So either I am one of the unfortunate ones or may be one of the fortunate ones. I dont know but then again thats God's will so  I have to accept this and move on. I never thought on this so strongly until the time came that I had to leave my job because of my health as it was getting too stressful. That was my first compromise, may be the first compromise in life. Now thats not bad :) no compromises in life till the age of 29.